Some people who know me know I do lack self confidence I am often my own worse enemy. I can talk myself out of doing a lot of things in life. Here lately I have let my fear and nerves control me. I listened to that little voice in my head telling me I can not do the things I feel I am being called to do. I lack so much in the patience department as well if things don't happen when I want them to it upsets me. I have been guilty of the patience problem most of my wife. God has to remind me from time to time that patience and faithfulness often go hand in hand. He actually revealed that to me again tonight. I have been sick for the past few weeks and have been traveling to many doctors looking for the cause of why all of a sudden me a 39 year old female is having numbness tingling through out her body along with severe dizziness. This symptoms have keep me from my job as an LPN. I have had multiple test done only to be told yesterday by the neurologist I was a mystery to him. Well I may be a mystery to him but not to God. Today I have come to realize that once again I place my faith in the wrong hands. God knows why I am going through this and I am not alone. I just to stand still and let God do his thing.
Here's another great song: Stand Still
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